I woke up feeling dizzy and having difficulties in breathing. I touched my face and saw streaks of blood again. I looked for a towel and saw that it’s only one in the morning. I tried to sleep again but then got irritated of continuous flow of blood out of my nose. This was weird since it never occurred to me, it has to stop in some time. My head was aching, my nose was bleeding. I slept. Woke up with endless bleeding again huhu.

I remember how it makes me want to die. I can’t eat, my emotions are high, i’m mad at everyone, no one can talk to me, i can’t stay in just one place, i’m crying ones it inflicted my teeth. It hurts, it really fcking hurts. Then suddenly, my nose is bleeding. Ghad! What’s happening to me? What’s wrong?