Still drifted by the pleasing appearance of my professor in one of my major subjects hahahaha. Actually, when he entered the room using the student’s door he wasn’t suppose to use. We all thought that he’s just a good-looking classmate. But then, he walked humbly ‘til the teacher’s place. So that’s when we realized that he’s our professor. He was so charming, he never stopped smiling!! Oh man. But there’s unhappy thought behind his beautiful face. In his handled sections last term, out of 80 students, only 10 made it. He told everything that definitely crept out the living cells in ours. So maybe, it’s all up just now and we’ll hate him after this fresh days. Ha ha

Well, right now i’m reading the book he referred to us. But even the smallest term, it can’t be absorbed and maybe my brain is not up to this time. And i just want to pause this night. I waste almost hours for nothing. And i know that i only have limited time. The hectic schedule is killing me. I want to sleep.

You don’t know how much a word can kill me like two term papers, I’m sure you know how much kilograms of bags under your eyes you’ll gain; essayS with the emphasize of S; music video that will consume lots of my precious time in shooting, editing, acting, dancing, singing.;defense, in the front of the jurors that will criticize every word you’ll say and your silentness; lecture, the key to pass the course; two field works, once you miss it or fail it. You’re dead! I’m dead in all of the above.

1. Term Paper
2. Essays
3. Music Video
4. Another term paper
5. Defense
6. Lecture
7. Two field works
Kill me now babe.
Next week, departmental exam. Throw me to heaven now.

Every end of the semester, it feels like you only have two choices, to cram or to die. Last semester, I almost hate everything and everyone. But I always had the mantra of “The greater the pull back, the greater the come back”. It’s from my teacher in high school, who always cheer me up. And now, my brain is full and can’t function well. I need another brainwash!

Highschool life:

• kahit hindi ka magaral, pasado ka.
• kahit umabsent ka, may grade ka.
• kahit makulit ka, okay lang.
• kahit late ka, walang problema.
• kahit recitation lang, line of 8 kana.
• kahit mababa score mo sa exam, pwede na rin.
• kahit wala kang assignment, kopya na lang.

Kaya siguro ito yung the best stage sa buhay natin, kasi naeenjoy natin ang bawat araw. Maraming activities sa school, maraming panahon para magkalovelife at crushlife, maraming time para makapagpahinga, maraming oras kasama ang mga kaklase mo. Hindi nakakapagod ang mga araw na lumilipas. Simple lang, masaya ka kasama ang mga kaibigan mo araw-araw. At walang makakapagpigil sa saya nyo.

College life:

• kahit magaral ka, kung hindi mababa grade mo, bagsak.
• kahit mabait prof mo, may namemersonal jan.
• kahit recite ka ng recite, ilang percent lang yon.
• kahit tinulungan mong magbura sa white board, walang points yon.
• kahit magmakaawa ka na ipasa ka, pagiisipan nya pa yon.
• kahit aral ka ng aral, yung iba hindi mo maintindihan.
• kahit na anong gawin mo, mataas standard nila.

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Mixed emotion. Ganun talaga ang buhay, hindi lahat pang habambuhay. May mga taong kailangan munang palayain pansamantala sa buhay. Siguro nga ganito talaga sa simula nakakalungkot tanggapin, pero pag nagtagal alam ko masasanay nako. May bagong kaibigan, school, kaibigan na kong haharapin. Kailangan lang kahandaan ng sarili ko. Alam ko magiging masaya din to. Basta matutunan kong mahalin <3 College, Here I am! :D