When we’re young we used to have a stubborn and dangerous cells in our brain, we tend to do things out of curiosity or beats of the heart even if it isn’t allowed. Then as the guardian confronted the outcomes of what we have done, we sob. That’s how simple it works, you do the wrong things and cry at the end.
It must have been a long time ago but we still do it. Do things wrong then cry at night or worst end everything. Sometimes we ought to feel that it’s our fault, yes it will always be. But under some circumstances we should have free ourselves from blame. It will make us nuts at the dawn. Aspects are what needed to sort things out clearly; types, reasons, significance etc. Ofcourse, it isn’t highly recommended to blame it to others. But try to clear things in your head, just take a long breath and ask, do i really need to feel bad for myself? And the answer is no, just stop feeling sorry for yourself, everyone’s already felt it.